I have a boyfriend that I love very much. I haven't had sex with him yet, and since we've been going out for almost 3 months now I think it's time I did do him. He wants to fuck me badly and I don't know how much longer I can keep him at bay. I had a problem though. Before now, I had only had sex with one guy, and he dumped me right after fucking me because he told me I was a shitty lay. I didn't really care for him, so I was ok with him dumping me but this guy I'm going out with now I love more than anything and I really don't want to loose him. I worried and worried every time we would make out and I keep putting him off, but I know I can't do that forever so I got an idea. I found this Adult Friend Finder system on the Internet the other day and I decided I would put up an ad asking for someone to help train me to fuck. I wanted to get some guy who I could practice on so that once I had sex with my boyfriend I would be soo good at it he would never leave me. I got lots of responses to my ad, and I tried every guy who responded. I wanted a wide range of experiences before I was going to risk losing my mate. Of course I also didn't want him to know I was doing this, Imagine telling your boyfriend that you fucked 8 guys just for practice so that sex with him would be guaranteed to be good. I knew I was ready for him on the last guy. He showed up at my dorm room and I let him in. He smiled and said "so you want to learn about sex eh?' I never said anything to him, I just threw him down on my bed, unzipped his pants and sucked his cock. I got him hard in seconds and as soon as he felt like a rock, I got him to fuck me. He looked like he was in heaven, and I did almost all the work. Bouncing up and down on his cock like a cum crazed slut. Finally he blew his load all over me and said in an exasperated gasp 'wow, you don't need any more help'. I knew I was ready and that night I had sex with my boyfriend. I think I totally blew him away with pleasure, because right after he fucked me he asked me to marry him. Take note girls, It pays to do your homework.