All my life I had a crush on one man. He's a few years older than I am and the infatuation started when I was a teenager and he was a counselor at summer camp. All my friends knew I wanted him, but I never got the courage up to tell him how I felt about him. Years went by, we're both adults now and I still see him now and then because we grew up in the same area of town. I never lost my lust for this man, despite many boyfriends that I have had since and now that I'm engaged I feel a little bad about what just happed with him. My maid of honor was looking on the Adult Friend Finder system and came across his ad. She knew I had always had a crush on him and she sent him an email explaining that I was getting married and that he would be the perfect guy for me to have one last fling with. She even told him that I had a secret crush on him for years. I was soo fucking mad at her when she told me she had set this up. I didn't know what to do. I love my fiancée and really didn't want to cheat on him but this was the man of my dreams and he had agreed to do me. Finally I gave in and said I would do it. A meeting was arranged for us at a cheap motel and he was already there when I arrived. I never felt so nervous in my life, I had fanaticized at least 10,000 about this man having sex with me and here I was about to fuck him. He smiled at me and I just melted. He whispered that he never knew I was interested because if he had known he would have asked me out. That was it, I just ripped of my cloths, kissed him and them moved down and gave him a wicked hummer. Too much time had been wasted and I just wanted him real bad right at that moment. I took him to heaven with my mouth and then demanded that he fuck the living crap out of me. He asked me if I wanted to go slow and I screamed out as loud as I could for him to fuck me hard like a two dollar whore NOW! He got behind me and fucked me as best he could. I let him hump and pump me but he just couldn't live up to half of what my fiancée could do. Finally, after having him fuck me for ½ hour he blew his load all over my chest and I thanked him and left. I never even orgasmed once. Now I know reality just isn't as good as fantasy, as he was one of the worst lays I had ever had in my life. I guess I had built him up too much. I told my girlfriends about it and to make it up to me the night before my wedding they bought me a chip and dale man. That guy fucked me to high heaven and I felt ready to tie the knot the next day. I wonder how long it will be before I get bored with my husband and wind up putting an ad on Adult Friend Finder?