It's funny how easily one can let someone else take control of your life. I was in a relationship for 4 years with a man that I thought I loved very much. He was never physically abusive to me but he did make me feel undesirable and worthless the whole time I was with him. What happened was that I was able to look only to him for affection and somehow I became blinded to how other men were checking me out. When I was 18 and started going out with him I was rather scrawny and hadn't fully developed as a woman. Over the last 4 years I filled out into a nice hourglass figure and I suppose the only way my boyfriend felt he could keep me was to make me feel less sexy than I really was. Anyway, on our last fight he told me no man would ever be interested in me so to prove him wrong I decided to put up an ad with my picture on it with the Adult Friend Finder dating system. Wow, did I ever get responses. I got the first one about 2 hours after my ad went up and not knowing if I would get any others I decided to rely. We wound up meeting that evening and I confided in him about why I was on the system. He smiled and told me I was a real lucky find for him, and although he was rather ugly by saying that I decided I would go all the way with him as a thank you for being soo nice to me. I told him that and he got very excited, cupping my breasts from behind and rubbing his growing cock on my ass. Within seconds we were half-naked and I was sucking his cock. I really got into it, enjoying having another man for the first time ever. I sucked and sucked him and I could feel the desire for him building up inside of me. Finally I couldn't take it anymore and demanded that he eat me out. He licked my pussy and I felt like I had gone to heaven. It was incredible, but it just wasn't enough so after only a few licks I begged him for more and he complied by sticking his cock into my cunt as deep as it would go. That made me go wild with passion, and I thrashed and moaned as he humped and pumped me. We went at it like wild animals for what seemed like eternity and then finally he exploded a huge load of cum all over my face. I thanked him for the wonderful time and promised to call him again. When I got home I checked my email and I had 7 other relies from guys wanting to see me. I feel so desirable now that I'll never call my boyfriend again, and I probably won't even have time to see that guy I fucked tonight again for some time either with all the dates I have now.