I've been married to a wonderful man now for 5 years. The thought of cheating on him never even crossed my mind until about a month ago when a friend of mine suggested that my husband's tendency of working late might be because he was having an affair. I didn't really believe it but it sat there, in the back of my mind for weeks till one night I drove to his office to surprise him and low and behold I found him fucking his 19 year old assistant on his desk. They were quite embarrassed when I caught them, and I don't think my husband knew quite what to say. I went home in tears and he arrived a couple of hours later. We decided to pretend that nothing had happened but in reality it changed us. I still loved him but I knew I couldn't be faithful to him any more. As the days went all I could think about was how I was going to cheat on him and finally I found the Adult Friend Finder matching making service for swingers on the Internet. I signed up, because it was free and responded to a few ads. One guy got back to me right away and we met the next day. It felt real weird to be doing this, I hadn't been with a man other than my husband for so many years but once I kissed this stranger I knew I was going to go through with it. We embraced and slowly striped off each other's cloths. It felt very erotic to be doing this again, exploring a new man in the very sexual way only a one on one encounter with a woman allows for. I melted in his arms and before I knew it I was sucking his cock. Then he ate me out and with moments of that I was humping him. The whole time I kept thinking that I couldn't believe I was doing this. I didn't orgasm but that's ok because I knew I wouldn't with all the tension and fear I had with this first encounter. I let him blow his load all over my face and afterwards the feeling I got is what surprised me the most. I realized that now I had a marriage with a man that I loved and I was able to fuck any guy I wanted to without worrying about losing my marriage. I had never even thought about the idea of an open marriage but now I'm able to fuck several guys a week and still come home to my man who puts money in my pocket and a roof over my head. He can't say anything to me about it either cause he still likes boning his assistant and if he divorces me I'll take him to the cleaners so now my life is just about perfect thanks to that Internet Dating Service.