I thought no man would ever want me at twenty-three years old. Why? Because of the two kids and the stretch marks they’d left running across my once flat stomach. I’d lost all the weight I’d gained having them, but that was gone forever. My husband, I guess we were too young when we married, was already sleeping around regularly by the time I was pregnant with our second. When I found out I decided to serve him my revenge cold. I’d have to wait until the baby wasn’t a baby anymore. So at twenty-three I put the kids in daycare and went back to work. I bought myself a computer and found Adult Friend Finder in no time flat. A search for dating sites and cheater brought it up, and I wanted to do the latter. The first time I emailed a guy I picked a young nerdy looking one. I was nervous; I wanted to be sure that I wasn’t going to be turned down. My self esteem had taken a dip despite my good financial situation. I just wanted someone to drool over me, to find me the sexiest, hottest, best woman in bed that they’d ever had. His name was Juan, and he was a student at the local college. He answered my email the next day and included his phone number. I called him and after a very sexy twenty minute chat I asked him to meet me at a hotel downtown. He said “Of course,” and I told him I’d call him the next day with the room number. I hung up the telephone and sat back in my chair. My heart raced; what was I doing? I had a glass of red wine to relax. I wondered if he’d be any good in bed. Maybe all those guys were awful in bed and couldn’t get laid. I doubted it. They wouldn’t be on Adult Friend Finder if they didn’t have something going in their favor. The next day I went through with it, and I’m glad I did. Juan, nerdy though he was, was a true Eros in bed; I was not disappointed. I fucked that guy like he’d never been fucked before. And that’s just the beginning of my adventures on Adult Friend Finder.