I have a boyfriend and we haven't had sex yet. I want out first experience to be great, and I'm a little worried. I'm only 19 years old and I have had sex only twice in my life. Both times the guy told me it wasn't all that great and dumped me shortly afterwards. I'm really worried that I might loose my current man, cause I really love him. I know it's time for me to put out, we've been going out three months and if I hold out much longer I know he'll break it off. In desperation I put up an ad on the Adult Friend Finder swingers network asking for an experienced man to teach me how to be good in bed. I got a lot of replies and I decided to try several guys so that I could be much more rounded in my sexual technique. After the 5th guy I realized that was starting to get good at this, and the 6th man I met made me realize that some things in life are just meant to be. I don't use my real name online, and I know the guys don't either. That's probably why this happened. We had a meeting set at a hotel room and when I showed up I almost passed out I was so shocked. My boyfriend was in the hotel room waiting for me. It seems I made him wait too long and for the last couple of weeks he had been fucking sluts through the Adult Friend Finder system. I was very disappointed in him and yelled and screamed at him as I slapped him on the face and punched his body. He stood there and took it, and I cried and cried. He dried my tears and asked me what I was doing there, and I told him I was fucking other me for him. He started to laugh and I realized that I just as guilty as him. We embraced and started to kiss. I knew I would go all the way right there, and that everything would work out. I took out his cock and eagerly sucked him good. He liked it, as I was quite the pro now and then he took me to heaven with his tongue. After a long time of him giving me head we started to fuck. It was great, and he made me cum more than any other guy had. Finally he blew his load all over my face and I fell asleep in his arms. About 2 hours later someone knocked at the door. My boyfriend got all worried and I asked him what was up. He reluctantly told me that he had another woman coming by for another sex session and she must be knocking at the door now. I smiled at him and hid in the bathroom, letting him service this one last girl. I told him after this he had to be faithful to me and he kissed me and then let the lady in. It was really painful to listen to them fucking, but I figured if I could do this for my man, he would do anything for me. A week later he dumped me, and now I'm single again. I just can't keep a man.